After Forever - Sins Of Idealism Lyrics
(Child) Hello father, hello mother;there is so much I don't getPlease don't be mad at me; I will try harder,I'll really do the best I can(Mother) That's not enoughYou're the cause of my domestic captivity(Child) And I will close my eyes and fantasizeof a world that's not so cold(Mother) That's how it will beSuffer the causes of my personal miseryI've sacrificed my beauty,my freedom, my dreams,the independent me(Child) Hello father, hello mother;Don't blame me for things I didn't doYes, I will go now and I'll be silent;please stop your screaming, and love me(Mother) That's all you can seeSpeak of love while you've ruinedwhat's meant to be(Child) And then I'll close my eyesto fantasize of a worldWhere I can be freeAnd free to be(Contemplative) Sinner or righteous,the line is so thinCan you condemn itCan you be the one to judge it allOr accuse yourself if the sentence is your life?(Child) Hello father, hello mother;forgive me for standing in your wayI just wanted someone who'd hold me and listen,are these illusions, are they(Mother) Only fantasies?Imagine how my life could have beenI would still have my beauty,my freedom, my dreams,the independent me(Contemplative) Our course in life is a path we must take aloneNo one can choose what to do,only you, so the sins we commit are the struggles withinThere is no judge to decide what is right, what is wrongTell me, can you live in freedomknowing that your choice hurt someone(Father) Once we had a life and now we have youThe saviour of love is a catastropheI'll leave you both if I must give up my dreamsMy chances aren't here with youI won't be chained because of thisThe sins of all, the sinner in meI follow my dreams, you call it blasphemyIf my ideals are sinsTo me they are the strength withinThen I shall stay a sinner(Child) I can be freeAnd free to be(Contemplative) Sinner or righteous,the line is so thinCan you condemn itCan you be the one to judge it allOr accuse yourself if the sentence is your life?