Forgotten Tomb - Disheartenment Lyrics
Lying in a dark cornerThe black candle light is dying outTrying to refuse this sufferingAs coldness burns my pale ***** fleshI faced my fears a thousand timesEndless doubts - Life of paranoiaI try to find a way outFrom this state of suicidal urgeI watch with empty eyes the bladeAs tears begin to fall down my faceAnother night alone with myselfAt one with melancholy and depressionI bleed because the dark is nearI cry as i realize you can' t be hereI need to caress your skin in the nightBut now my only friend remains this knifeWhy must i live with these fears?I know my only tragedy is my mindSometimes i think i'm wasting all the joysAnd with this bitter thought i fear to dieI feel so jaded now, so far awayI can't face next morning with this painAnother cut lacerates my fleshSometimes i think it will be the lastI'm only trying to objectivate this hateI prove towards myself and life itselfI only need to watch these fifty woundsI opened upon my body in the nightI only need to stop these sick death thoughtsAnd cry for joy when you'll be here againI'll watch you sleeping ***** at my sideI'll kiss you and this blood will stop to flowEveryone can kill himself one dayLife brings pain and suffering on our wayCut your wrists, it's simpler than it seemsBut in death you'll know...Disheartenment wins