J Cole - Window Pain (Outro) Lyrics
[Intro]One nightWhen me and my mom was about to go to bedAll the doors was lockedThen when I had fell asleepMy mom had heard three gun shotsIt was to my cousin, his name was RodThe one that came to pick me upHe had been shot right through the face, right in the neckAnd he got shot right in the stomach[Chorus]I put my hand to the sky, I singGrateful for the blessings you bringThank you for the ones I loveForgive me for the times I wasDown and confused, I knowWhat I reap is what I will sowOnce again I find myselfBack with you from my hellAll I ever wanted was to hear them *****es holler backGet some money plus respect and now look, I got all of thatAll I wanna do is see my granny on the other sideAll I wanna do is kill the man that made my momma cryAll I wanna do is touch a platinum plaque and celebrateAll I wanna do is keep my niggas out the yellow tapeAll I wanna do is see my granny on the other sideAll I wanna do is kill the man that made my momma cry[Verse]Right now I'm starin' out the window of my Range and contemplating, am I sane?Have I sacrificed for fame?My occupation's on my brainThought that I could change it all if I had changeBut the niggas that I came up with way back is still the sameI be tryna give 'em game like Santa did when Christmas cameThey be listenin' but it's clear to me they did not hear a thingIt go in one ear and out the other like a bullet out the muzzle of a pistol shot by brothers standin' point-blank rangeNiggas bang in the Ville, I always thought that shit was strangeHow you claim blood or cuz when that was just a LA thing?I don't mean no disrespect towards your set, no, I'm just sayin'That it seem like for acceptance niggas will do anythingNiggas will rep any gang, niggas will bust any headNiggas will risk everything, point him out and then he deadShootin' up where his granny live, "blaow, blaow!", his granny duckHe don't give a *****, he's on Henny and Xanny'd upBlowin' Tammy up, *****, when you gon' give them panties up?He gon' plant a seed, but best believe he ain't man enoughJust because yo' dick can spray semen, it don't mean that you ready to let go of yo' childish waysThe results are deadlyBecause that child will suffer and that's what can most affect meThe little girl I met this past summer said, "Don't forget me"I won't forget you, how could I with all you went through?A bullet hit yo' cousin in Temple while he was with youAnd while you was talkin', I was tearin' up, where's the tissue?If you was my sister then I would kiss you and tell you that I'm sorry for the pain you had to live throughI know I'm blessed because yo' stress is realer than anything I done been through[Chorus]I put my hand to the sky, I singGrateful for the blessings you bringThank you for the ones I loveForgive me for the times I wasDown and confused, I knowWhat I reap is what I will sowOnce again I find myselfBack with you from my hellAll I ever wanted was to hear them *****es holler backGet some money plus respect and now look, I got all of thatAll I wanna do is see my granny on the other sideAll I wanna do is kill the man that made my momma cryAll I wanna do is touch a platinum plaque and celebrateAll I wanna do is keep my niggas out the yellow tapeAll I wanna do is see my granny on the other sideAll I wanna do is kill the man that made my momma cry[Outro]It's not that bigWell at least, umGod had saved him 'cause he still aliveSo why do y'all think that bad stuff happen?Like why can't the world just be all nice things?Because God is tryna, umWarn-warn us or teach us a lesson that we need to learnOr He's tryna warn us of He's comin' back to, um, see us and take us home and redo the worldHe's comin' back to, um, have us be His children and for us to see Him for the first time so we can rejoice with Him and have our timeAnd after we do that, He's gonna restart the worldK.O.DChoose wisely!