Linkin Park - By Myself Lyrics
What do I do to ignore wats behind meDo I follow my faith to escape blindly.Do I hide my mind I away from these bad dreamsAnd give into sad thoughts that are maddening.Do I let it go and try to stand it,Or do I try to catch them red handed.Do I trust some and give into phoniness,Or do i, trust none and live life in lonliness.Sunlight burns the skin of sleepy men,I make the right turns but Im lost w/inI put on my daily full side but thenI just end up gettin hurt againBy myself [myself]I ask why, but in my mindI find I cant rely on myselfChorus:I cant hold onTo what I want when Im stretched so thinIts all too much to take inI cant hold onTo anything watching everything spinWith thoughts of failure sinking inIf I turn my back Im defenselessAnd to go blindly seems senselessIf I hide my pride and let it all go onThen theyll take from me til everything is goneIf I let them go Ill be outdoneBut if I try to catch them Ill be outrunIf Im killed by the questions like a cancerThen Ill be buried in the silence of the answer[by myself]How do you think Ive lost so muchIm so afraid Im out of touchHow do you expect I will know what to doWhen all I know is what you tell me toDont you knowI cant tell you how to make it goNo matter what I do, how hard I tryI cant seem to convince myself whyIm stuck on the outside