Shawn Martin - They Say I'm Troubled Lyrics
I'm a lost hope but I won't let them get meDrench out the fear of the other life out of my dreamsThey will not catch me while I'm asleepI hide under the covers hoping not to be seenAway from the fire so I cannot wake the devil upI rise to awake to the evil grin upon meI look around and notice something isn't right hereI'm here but he's not, oh, where can he be?And they say that I don't know what I'm doingBut I know in my head that they are confusingBecause they know how far I'm going to be goingThey have it in for me and they say I'm troubledAnd they say that I don't know what I'm doingBut I know in my head that they are confusingBecause they know how far I'm going to be goingThey have it in for me and they say I'm troubledThe other side of my head is lost in a cage with no key to be foundShackled up with no where's to go or a place to hideAwake now but soon you shall sleep in the fireTurn yourself in and the innocence of I shall be damagedI am the true one of the two but your madness will criminalize meThe cure is around but it's harder and harder to find itBut in the end will it matter, for they say that I'm troubled?And they say that I don't know what I'm doingBut I know in my head that they are confusingBecause they know how far I'm going to be goingThey have it in for me and they say I'm troubledAnd they say that I don't know what I'm doingBut I know in my head that they are confusingBecause they know how far I'm going to be goingThey have it in for me and they say I'm troubledDarkness rises and you slay upon those I loveYou dirty and sick criminal how could you do that to them?Enraged in myself it sickens me to a messy vomit beneath meIt's you who needs the help I was fine before you came alongYou aren't in control of me anymore it is I who makes the choicesDrugged me to releases the darkness that is you I wish wasn't thereThat doctor was only helping meDeepCan you see this?Dismantle the bodiesJust tell me whyIt's me who is getting punishedJust please back offGet the hell out of my headAnd they say that I don't know what I'm doingBut I know in my head that they are confusingBecause they know how far I'm going to be goingThey have it in for me and they say I'm troubledAnd they say that I don't know what I'm doingBut I know in my head that they are confusingBecause they know how far I'm going to be goingThey have it in for me and they say I'm troubled