2 Pac - So Many Tears Lyrics
I shall fear no man, but godThough I walk through tha valley of deathI shed so many tearsPlease God walk with me...Back in elementary, I thrived on miseryLeft me alone I grew up amongst a dying breedAs my mind couldnt find a place ta restUntill I got that thug life planted on my chestTell me can ya feel me ?Im not liven in tha past, ya wanna lastBe tha first ta blast, remember katoNo longer with us hes deseasedCall on tha sirens, I seem him murdered in tha streetsNow rest in peaceIs there heaven for a g ?Remember me, so many homies in tha cemetaryShed so many tearsChorusLordI suffer through tha yearsAnd shed so many tearsLordI lost so many peers, shed so many tearsNow that Im strugglin in this businessBy any means, label me greedy gettin greenBut seldom seenAnd ***** tha world cuz Im cursedIm havin visions of leaven here in a hurseGod can ya feel me ?Take me away from all tha pressure and all tha painShow me some happiness againIm goin blindI spend my time in this cell, aint livin wellI know my destiny is hell, where did I fail ?My life is in denialAnd when I die, babtised in eternal fireShed so many tears...ChorusLordI suffer through tha yearsAnd shed so many tearsLordI lost so many peers, shed so many tearsNow Im lost and Im wearySo many tears, Im suicidal, so dont stand near meMy every move is a calculated stepTa bring me closerTo embrace an early death now theres nothing leftThere was no mercy on tha streetsI couldnt restIm barely standing, bout to go to pieces, screaming peaceAnd though my soul was deleted, I couldnt see itI had my mind full of deamons tryin ta break freeThey planted seeds and they hatched sparking tha flameIn my brain like a match, such a dirty gameNo memories, just miseryPainting a picture of my enemies killing me in my sleepWill I survive till tha morning ta see tha sunPlease lord forgive me for my sinsCause here I come...ChorusLordI suffer through tha yearsAnd shed so many tearsLordI lost so many peers, shed so many tearsLord knows Ive tried, been a witness ta homicideDrive-bys taken lives, little kids dieWonder why as I walk byBroken hearted as I glance at tha chaulk line, gettin highThis aint tha life for meI wanna changeBut aint no future right for meIm stuck in tha gameIm trapped inside a mazeSee this tangaray influenced me ta gettin crazyDisillusioned latelyIve been really wanting babiesSo I could see a part of me that wasnt always shadyDont trust my ladyCause shes a product of this poison, Im hearen noisesThink shes *****en with my boys, cant take no moreIm fallin to tha floorBeggin for tha lord ta let me in heavens doorI shed so many tears...ChorusLordI lost so many peersAnd shed so many tearsI lost so many peers, shed so many tearsFades...I suffered through tha years and shed so many tears
