Abandoned - In Search Of Sanity Lyrics
A secret kept inside my headAnother personalityA symbiotic creature feeding my mindSlowly killing meAt first it haunted me in my dreamsAnd visited me at nightWhen I woke up I felt alrightBut now I feel it riseLeave me alone - try to find my peac minI can't escape - I'm in search of my insanityRemembering my former lifeAnd all the beautiful thiongs I've seenTill something crept inside my headA creature wicked, wild, and meanWhat can I do I cannot standLiving through this hellThe man I was now down an outIt's hard for me to seeI had enough, death calls for meIt's time for me to goPull the trigger - bullet - headI didn't even feel the blowNo crimson light awaiting meNo heaven and no hellI open my eyes and realizeIt keeps me still aliveLeave me alone - I can't even rest in peaceI can't escape - Now I'm back in this hell again