Adema - Refusing Consciousness Lyrics
13- Refusing ConsciousnessIt’s so hard to watch you struggle (struggle), here and hard or would I have to see you stumbleShort tempers harsh words that are humble, watching the world, watching the world around me crumbleI won’t fight back, can’t give in. Won’t stay here forever like this, all the world be nice and sound againLike a brother, like a sister, something like a family I was so lonely, but you saved meInsecurities race through my heart, new sensation realizing my partYour mien has changed like the seasons, we’re fighting our own addictionsPatience brings heart aches, anger flies, still we tryI won’t fight back, can’t give in, wont stay here forever like this, refusing consciousnessTo drown in to cope with, inebriate to find when waking that nothing has been changedTake one more drink you can’t live without it, Take one more drinkTake one more drink you can’t live without it, Take one more drinkSo hard to talk about it, how did I know that you would lie about itStand there and watch you ashamed without it, losing sleep at night I would still dream about itI won’t fight back, can’t give in, wont stay here forever like this, refusing consciousnessTo drown in… to cope with, inebriate to find out that nothing has changed
