After Forever - Glorifying Means Lyrics
GruntsFantasies, misery came togetherin the world of guilt and painA neverending gameDo not reject me, I was better of withoutBut in my agonized existence I needed to be freeGruntsFree my mind, free my soulI do not need to feel no moreFeel no more, I'm better off this wayAlone, far from the past and its brutal faceI still feel the disgust and painLet me be freeChorusThis is my life today, this is the way it went out of controlI cannot do without these glorifying means, my remedyThese amazing illusions, fantasiesGruntsFanatsy, not for me, like another mirror of realityAnother point of viewDon't disbelieve me, I really tried to do withoutBut with sadness as a companion it's hard to doWithout the seduction, to become someone I'm notBut in this beautiful deception I'll overcome the nightAnother day, another week, I'll overcome timeChoirColors seem to flow, they seem to come aliveWhile the sound of life is stronger than beforeIt's more than a dream, this is so realI swim and fly, I never feel more than I need, than I fearI roam, I cry, I am paralyzedI can fight the world!The sense of time is important nowJust like the past, just like right nowThere's no illusion that this is for real!GruntsObserve me, control meTell me what is best, what's goodTell me how it worked for youTell me how to find myself, find resepct, find the strengthFacing life so pure and clean, mean and hardAll these words, can't cure nor heal