Allison Crowe - Effortless Lyrics
I'm trying not to try so hard,Makes me wonder if it's really effortless,Or if I'm fooling myself?'Cause if I have to put so much of meInto trying not to care,Where am I then?I'm lying.And do you see the way I walk away?I never really know what I should say,So it comes out wrong,If it comes out at all.So I straighten myself out,I bring me back down,"Don't be ridiculous,You are so wrong."But then I'm drifting,On a wave of thought.I get lost in the tides,And I can barely recognize myself.I don't mind,'Cause do you see the way I walk away?I never really know what I should say,So it comes out wrong,If it comes out at all.So I try to act the way I wouldIf I was someone that wasn't me.But you wipe that away, don't you?And I am falling down,I am tripping on words,I am out of my mind.You know, this is not like me.I'm not usually happy, I swear.And do you see the way I walk away?I never really know what I should saySo it comes out wrong.And I turn my backAnd I don't look back.I am unafraid......but really I'm just kidding.I'm terrified,And I think I like it.And I don't care if I look ridiculous,Trying to be effortless.