Atrocity - Deep In Your Subconscious Lyrics
Lying there in a small crib***** and innocentJust loosing my virginityOnly four years oldA menacing man above meHe's my own fatherMy legs and arms are limpCrushed by confusionLascivious eyes stare at meI've never seen beforeMusty smell in the airDiffusing body odorFeeling like a pig ravished and abusedPraying for my godThe old man with the long beardA hurting abdomen, a grieved soulTears are running from my eyesI don't know what's going onCries, screams from despairFather slaps my face"Shut up little cunt"Feeling like a pigRavished and abusedPraying for my godThe old man with the long beardSatisfaction - father is groaningHumiliation - treated like a shiftheapObservation - my brain is emptyAnxiety - fear in my eyesInbreeding - my body is deseasedShame - mother won't be toldSome human beings are repulsive animalsAlter a while - he pain is overDisgusting - full of serous mucusGenitals - blood runs from legsAn ugly smile - my father leaves the roomMisery - I'm feeling sickDepression - I clasp Teddy in my armsLoneliness - nobody who helpsSome human beings are repulsive animalsFirst you tried to repressthen you established:this nightmare will ever beDeep in your subconscious
