Avias - My Past Lyrics
IntroI don't know how much longerI can deal with this feeling getting strongerSometimes wish revenge cause I hungerSometimes I regret didn't want youIt all starts when I'm not occupiedMy mind expands and thoughts open wideI can't not stop it cause I aint conciousIt overrides my desires subconciousI swallow my pride and bounce backBack into the land of where I got off trackSo many scenarios to open Most dark and grotesque I'm hopingChorus: For distraction someone please my mind is going insaneRegenerating my past back up bringing all this painI need someone to come and relieve me from this tranceMy past a monster something that never endsVerse1:Um laughing so hard yall already know who on track"oh my gosh it's the nemesis" I came to bring it backI always sense a hater but they never address me whyAt this point it don't matter cause I got bigger fish to fryNow... um dealing with this feeling that's inside my brainLike incredible hulk that's about to go insaneI keep drifting, no uplifting about what happen back thenGets me sipping, mo dipping into a past that never endsI got one million thoughts, that's flowing through my brainYes I prefer new, but some stay the sameSome stay the same?Yes some stay the same, and stop asking questions I consider you a lameNo bringing up the old, from this I reframeI'm my own worst enemy, tell me who holds the blameWhen I can't control my thoughts it's all in my brain"what I did six years ago" damn that's a shameChorus: I need distraction someone please my mind is going insaneRegenerating my past back up bringing all this painI need someone to come and relieve me from this tranceMy past a monster something that never endsVerse2:Okay now here we go... go againBack from the future... away from the endAway from the present... sitting still in a tranceBack into events already lived enchanced Back into regrets... more like back into miseryAway from the present so noone hears meSwallowed in guilt and back into revengeBack into hatred I'm like when this gonna endI don'tKnowWhatTo doYou can't take over my mind (8X'S)No Darapnemesis
