Azure Ray - November Lyrics
So i'm waiting for this test to endSo these lighter days can soon beginI'll be alone by maybe more carefreeLike a kite that floats so effortlesslyI was afraid to be aloneNow im scared thats how id like to beAll the faces none the sameHow can there be so many personalitiesSo many lifeless empty handsSo many hearts in great demandAnd now my sorrow seems to far awayUntil i'm taken by these bolts of painBut i turn them off and tuck them away till these rainy days that make them stayAnd then i'll cry so hard to these sad songsAnd the words still ring, once here now goneAnd they echo through my head everydayAnd i dont think they'll ever go awayJust like tihnking of your childhood homeBut we cant go back were on our ownOh,But i'm about to give this one more shotAnd find it in myselfIll find it in myselfSo were speeding towards that time of yearTo the day that marks your not hereAnd i think i'll want to be aloneSo please understand that i dont answer the phoneI'll just sit and stare at my deep blue wallsUntill i can see nothing at allOnly particles some fast some slowAll i can see is all i knowOhh..But i'm about to give this one more shotAnd find it in myselfI'll find it in myself