Before Braille - Arrive Alive Lyrics
You try to make this lastBut your candles burn too fastDivided before you were bornWere you divided from your former youYou'll never make it farWell it's time, so let go of my armYou're dying north of 40You are destined for its solitudeJust pull the cover over your eyesOr do what just feels goodIt's easy to be content about your lifeUntil it's overWhy does this feel so goodWon't somebody tell me while I'm aliveWhy can't I withstandmy lust is so much stronger than my love for life(It's just fate to play)Will you take over when I'm bleedingWatch me squeeze out every pint I've gotIt's overI can feel itWell-rehearsed accidents prepare to stopAnd I am tryingKnow what you want before you startI read your diary (to get to know you)I skipped right to the end (I don't feel guilty)Empty pages (of untold stories)For days you didn't want to live (oh well, you've given up)Too late to decide my fate or re-write autobiographiesAnd though I just woke up, I feel that I'm washed upYou're always fake (you fear the worst)Because you've been betrayed (so well rehearsed)It's your fault I can believe handshakesI've gone far enough, that's why I'm washed upIt's over, I mean itIt's over, I believe it nowI'm washed up