Blue October - Schizophrenia Lyrics
A silver plated numbing gumAnd jesus resting on my thumbA hard to reach malariaI've got the mood that seems to scare ya.I'm paranoid, self destroyed.Believe me lord I'm sorryI've got the mood that seems to bury ya.I've got the nightmare called...Schizophrenia(Chorus)I cry. I cry and I don't know why.The fever becomes my home.I cry. I cry and I don't know why.The fever becomes my home.Becomes my home.I love it when you're holding me.You have a gentle way of holding me.I haven't felt that way since 1993,When my mother held me.I bet you're waiting for the long sob storyOf how I was mistreated again.No, I wasn't built that way.I was strong but desperatley brave,And I didn't mean to scare ya...Schizophrenia.(Repeat Chorus)