Bright Eyes - Padriac My Prince Lyrics
I had a brother onceHe drowned in a bathtubbefore he'd ever learned how to talkAnd I don’t know what his name wasbut my mother doesI heard her say it oncePadraic my prince, I have all but diedFrom the sheer weight of my shameYou cried but no one cameAnd the water filled your tiny lungsAppear, my dear, and cry for meSix years ago todayThat I laid you in your graveYour sweet young skin was shining then tooSo tonight to celebrate i will...I will poison myselfAnother coughing, shaking fit in a bathroomThat is spinningAnd I close the doorAnd I rest my head on the tile floorSickness and sleep turning me coldI'm still not sureIs there some better place I could be heading towards?Where the selfishly sick and self-absorbed...Are welcomeI saw the future onceI was drunk in a phone boothMy eyes were wet and redBut I could not tell what was saidAnd through the screams of the trafficVoices carriedSaying I'm sorryOn a day so gray it's black insideWatching churches on TVIn a coma you don’t dreamYou just hope that someone sits with youBabies turn blue when they're ignoredLike the sky on summer daysBefore you turn and walk awayIt has changed youSo tonight to compensate I will...I will poison myselfAnother coughing, shaking fit in a bathroomThat is spinning