Brock Zeman - Until It Bleeds Lyrics
And even bigger when I knew that you weren't coming backSometimes I feel like I'm barely aliveMy eyes wake at noon and my head wakes at fiveI've been sleeping in my clothes ever since you've been goneWith the phone on my chest and I'm sorry on my tongueI don't turn on the lights, I don't watch T.V.Just lay there staring at the ceiling, waiting on sleepYou told me not to callAnymore on the telephoneBut you know how well enoughHates being left aloneNot much to do on nights like theseExcept pick at the pastUntil it bleedsI put a hole in my wall on the day that you leftJust stood there watching blood falling from my fingertipsI still don't know what I thought it might doA hole in the wall don't do nothing but stare back at a foolI dialed your number and I let it ringCould hear you rolling your eyes when you realized it was meI told you that I love you and that I would alwaysI would've asked if you loved me too but I was scared of what you'd say
