Cage - Suicidal Failure Lyrics
[Cage]Remember how good things used to be?(Although I seem.. and appear..)Remember how good things everything used to be?(.. to the ***** eye to be normal..)It used to just be so goodIt used to just be me and this girl;(.. thoughts grow haunted inside my head)yeah, right.. rrright!(.. then strike!Pull out my ***** eye and with this.. my mask of sanity's about to slip!)Sittin in my room with a razor bladeThinkin all my days are played as much as my single needs to fade awayShoot myself in the arm and start bleedinDon't wanna go yet, stick a straw in my wound and taste my heart beatin*****in ***** left me and I ain't even peaked yet(***** all that noise playboy, this leak's wet)Smoke a bundle to the face lace my brain and neuronsCarvin all my downfalls into my *****in forearm(Cage snap out of this, it's just a girl)It's just the world, it's just a life, it's just a rusty Rambo knifewedged between my ribs scratchin my heart up tonightI'm gonna pull this shit off in front of all my friendsWent swimmin under the Brooklyn Bridge tryna catch the bendsDidn't swim deep enough my head imploded ten percentFloated to the surface, the paramedic's like - what's this stench?(I want everbody to back up, he's still alive)[Chorus - repeat 2X]I'm a suicidal failure, look my life's a failureI can't make it in rap because my birth's an errorDo what I can to catch a quick deathbut I'm meant to be here and that's the *****in hell I live with[Cage]Took the phone off the hook, ate multi-colored pillsWashed it down with Absolut and started writin out my willGive my dawg bootlegs PS2 and DCTo my girl who left me when she said, "Pick me or PCP"Since I love to smoke I thought it was a jokeTried to hang myself and I fell free from the ropeBroke both my arms, my neck smashed my femurGot up somehow and limped in front of a beamerCracked my rib cage, look what you did Cage, you're dyingbut I'm not dead yet I'm still tryingCut my wrist and walked past some crips bleedin redin hopes that I get shot in the *****in head[Chorus][Cage]I drank a bottle of Jack, sniffed three bottles of kittyIn the middle of the freeway walkin to the citySo much PCP I changed my name to watermouthPumpin Masta Ase I walked into a jewish +Slaughtahouse+Throw myself on the hook, now that's the chorusGot split from my neck to my dick, now that's what poor isHollow man look at all my dangling partsDropping to the gutter with a piece of you in my heartLittle piece of shit that I couldn't fling from my chestShould of stayed alive long enough to kill the fag you're withbut right now, my skin is gettin stripped offEach one of my limbs is ripped off covered in thick sauceMy head hits the conveyer, I'm not thick(?) and a prayer is sickI'm wacthin a movie at Loewe's alone and you suckin some guy's dickSix seconds left when I die I'm gonna find heron some Poltergeist shit while my face goes through the grinder[Chorus]
