Celldweller - The Last Firstborn Lyrics
oh man, i can't believe that you did what they saidyou did and to this day i've still gotta say that inmy mind i question it i wish i knew what you hadmeant before you went and left me wondering tojust an echo of your voice 'listen...'now i wait to take my turn to bleed like a kid playingwith a razorblade and wonder if i have theballs at all or am i gonna be afraid where areyou? what do you think? cuz i'm not sure whenknocking at death's door if i will be welcome inor be left alone outsidei hear the sound of a heartfrom the shadow in the darkwaiting for the poison to hit its mark(listen--my son) i see the darknesssurround the shape on the ground thekiller straight up and a body facedown (firstborn-last one) i hear thedin of the screams, sorrow in streamsthe smell of farewell and gasoline(listen--my son) i see a heart set freeand my legacy hear a voice from ashadow that is beckoning me(firstborn-last one)i guess there comes a point when youthink to yourself "this isn't worth it, itisn't worth it" and now i feel what you felt insidebrother and now i feel what you feltthis isn't worth it, it isn't worth it iwish it didn't end this way live a life inhell through a mortal shell asphyxiatingsmell for a crime lifetime imaginationlocked in a cell and to the otherfirstborn, i see the same scene thatmust play over in your mind and nowhow much more i'm sure it's *****ed withyour head just like it's *****ed up mine."listen my son-firstborn last one"the message you sent out to me-i can'tchange what's meant to be