Chino Xl - It's All Bad Lyrics
Intro:Yeah, crazy ups and downs you know what Im sayin? crazy how the worldRuns, word up. check it out. bring it on.Hook:Lord I try to keep positive, but this life is full of strifeAnd Im tired of trying to conquer itLord always thinking negative what will go wrong will go wrongUntil the beast in me vanishesVerse 1:First of all I was born under a bad sign, confinded to torcherNever saw what life had to offerTime slips away like pop singles on the radioChino never had the doe, I was determined thoughSabotaged at birth, cursed by an evil angel to strangleMy aspirations from every angleFrom a street corner to a demo deal from warnerHardcore performer, crowd warmer, thought it was on but it wasntI never got no budget, stuck like a glue trapIt goes to prove thatBeing the greatest lyricist cant paint the full pictureIts a full mixture, I cant get no, no satisfactionLike being blind watching a movie with no closed captionI need some time to ease my mind, Im bested***** mr. wendal my development is arrestedAll I wanted to do was rock with my fast assAnd blast past the mass, collect quick cashDid what I did best create, but began to hateAll these flake music people makin artists waitBut Im a be up there one dayAnd soon to slam wax innovate rhymes that my fans consumeI view this world through my notepadThus expanding my vocab to win, till then, its all badHook (x2)Verse 2:When I was merely a sophmore, went to atlanta on a false tourThis aint what I prayed so hard forDreams broken into individual particles like porcelainFigurings attached to me like barnaclesNow Im suppose to be happy like bobby mcferrinKeep faith, the only thing holy is the drawers Im wearin89 I aimed to graduate, no exaggerateEvaporating positive energy from inside of meTo the point where my love for God no more provides for meOf course lost pride, obviously the force ridesTo paradise nobody invites but puts the bill of rights1430 sat proving ya, Im a spick thatll die respective like rahoul juliaSo cease with, all that street shitExpect mc from chi kid, you gets the wicked priest shitUntil I see fit, to open my life strife like the pearly gates of heavenFor ? entertainment this is my expressionPrepare wealth and Ill share self, maybe I can helpBut Im lost but I be large anywhere elseThe ill eagle, twisted, war novelistThe problem swallowed us, it takes an activated mind to follow thisAnd true to realm to be ourselves, not to follow a fad or give in to trendsTill then, its all badHook (x2)Verse 3:Unanswereed prayers plays the background, I pull my baseball caps downI hide the tracks of my tears from rapping peersI finally got on and soon he wasnt a moment toI lose my mind, I lose my friends, my daughter and a coma tooIm going through a strange tug of war inside my mental wallRecord just went platinum, Im slapping em, Ill show you allCover of rolling stones, vibe even tv guideWas filming my first movie in l.a. when I heard my baby diedShook it off without a thought that she was beautifulSoul train awards I go to not my daughters funeralI stay drunk and high like Im imperialSurrounded by more white groupies than a rakim videoNow lifes a tour to me, except the way I was rejected formallyDisrespected neighborhoods I know supported meIts eating me, suicide attemps repeatedlyWhat I worked so hard for, ultimately is defeating meIm paranoid my own mom cant avoid being a tabloidSo she wasnt shocked when my baby floppedCaught in the industry, spending money feverishlyNow imve been robbed, I cant believe my laywers did this to meNext album was filled up with tragedy and despairFans with smiling faces with no real purpose for being hereI call the dear lord when in billboardI plummet from 3 to 10 I guess failure is my new trendThought I was all that, now I just fall flat, splatVails of crack, my old friends wont let me call backSo where in mind can I find myself a misty storm invisible to godIm falling off like tj swanHook (x2)
