Church - Now I Wonder Why Lyrics
In a moment of triumph, I find defeat uncontrolledIn the second of honor, a despair sharp and oldShe gives me a taste, please show me some etiquetteI wasnt looking for you and I dont want to find you yetAt an uncurtained window, in a street full of roomsWatching the gardens, and pursuing the bloomsThis world is so white, they never see me anymoreBut I trusted you then, and Im trusting you stillIts just that Im not quite sureNow I wonder why, I thought I could ever loseBut the gain is hardly what Id chooseNow I wonder whyIt was somebody, a woman, it was a delicate crimeAnd Ive been waiting for ages, yes Ive been here all the timeThere was this greed in my blood, she let me take the easy wayShe helps me hide the vagabond, that was myself yesterdayAnd after the acting, I found that I couldnt sleepAnd during my drifting, I found that I was too deepBy the virtue of faithI knew that I could be lostBeyond this dark placeUnprepared to pay the cost