Colorfinger - 13 Years Lyrics
I woke up sweating in the sunSprawled across my big brothers graveShaking with drunk and sleepI crawled to my feet, walked up into the shadeOf an young elm tree,Must have been planted since the last we cameVicki, My mom and meCleaned the dirt from the plaque that said his nameWalking to my girlfriends carIt came back down on meYeahI guess i fell to my kneesTo keep from falling face first into the dreamA vision that it hadTwisting out of the after afternoon skyI didn't know it thenBut it was 13 years to the day he diedHe held his hand in meLike brothers we walk (we walked)To the colorless of the world of a alcohol dreamI'd talked for hoursTrying to break through the silence that he held to meThen he started away, turned his head, Keep it up so you can die like meYeah so you can die like meEver since my brother OD'dI drifted all over from town to town to townEvery place i go It's always the sameI keep doing junk i keep going downYeah, my mother got religionMy sisters gave upMan, I just gave up tooI just died insideDon't want to die like GeorgeDon't want to die like GeorgeEverybody says theres things to seeEverybody's pointing their finger at meI woke up driving after another black outfrom another bad drugI can't shake this hell that i made for myselfAnd every other life i tookI see my sisters son walk the ground I walkedHe's only 16If he don't learn from my mistakesHe's going to waste awayGoing to die like meHe's going to die like meHe's going to die like me
