D12 - Revelation Lyrics
[chorus]I dont wanna go to school.. I dont need no educationI dont wanna be like you.. I dont wanna save the nationI just wanna live my life.. everyday a celebrationOne day ima leave this world.. Im waitin for the revelation[bizarre]I wanna kill myself! Im still debatinIn front of a baptist church, masturbatinPrayin to satan - think Im crazy cause I smoke crackLive on (? ) in a two-family flat? (***** it)Tired of gettin hit in the face with a broomMy moms on her period, my dads in my room (daddy no!)I got ten rocks and I need to get outI told him in five minutes, out my own damn mouth (moms smoke crack)My poor grandmother, God bless her soulThe ***** got aids (aww) she just waitin to die of a cold (hahaha)Theres three things that keep me from bein a naziIm black, a fag, and my dads liberace[kon artis]No matter how bad the beatin, I went to school cheatinMy dad whooped my ass at a pta meetinStick with school I had to have nuts just to do itGot bored and became truantWhen I had the gall to go I just couldnt do itI was lured into corners by the peer pressure shitHow would you feel if you was held by the tip of a barrelGettin threatened to get your skin ripped to bone marrowBet suburban kids never got rushed for their apparelLike me, outcast, last in classFirst to leave, when the teacher called on meBest believe I had somethin up my sleeve[eminem]Ive been praised and labelled as crazedMy mother was unable to raise me, full of crazy rageAn angry teenager, nothin can change me backGangsta rap made me act like a maniacI was boostin, so influenced by music I used itAs an excuse to do shit, ooh I was stupidNo one can tell me nothin hip-hop overwhelmed meTo the point where it had me in a whole nother realmIt was like isolatin myself was healthyIt felt like we was on welfare but wealthyCompelled me to excel when school it failed meExpelled me and when the principal would tell meI was nothin, and I wouldnt amount to shitI made my first million and counted itNow look at, a *****in drop-out that quitsStupid as shit, rich as *****, and proud of itThats why[chorus][swifty mcvay]I was raised with a rifle and maskSteadily beatin my psychiatrist ass just for askin about my past(*****) I was never on that punk shit; *****in aroundCan get yo belove abducted, smothered in blood quickYou couldnt pay swift to give a *****Was crazy like my father, it musta been poison in that niggas nutFar as probation, ***** peein in cupsI violate at any time, let em see the bluntI grew up steadily masturbatin inside of cellsYoung as hell, havin conversations with myselfYou could tell I wasnt lenient, a disobedientLynched and slapped teachers, ***** Im not readin itYou dont know what dawgs go through, a little niggaSippin liquor with my old dude, what the ***** you gon do?Im quick to curse you, I told my mother that ima hurt youIf you ever again mention a curfew[kuniva]Look, my family ignored me and I dont like thatThey dont even listen when I tell them Ill be right back(yeah whatever) this nice beautiful house ma, it dont mean shitCause you know daddys a drunk and he dont clean shitAnd yesterday he hit me like a grown *****in manI couldnt stand up to him, I just ducked and ranIm sick of this, I wish on christmasThat I can get a loaded four-fifth and put a *****in end to this(***** it) I got no friends and I cant get a *****Only thing I have is dirty magazines and sticky fingertipsNothin to smile about, Im about to lose my mindGot me an automatic nine, now Im ballin out[proof]Wait til schools over, pu-pil are people to shoot throughKids goin cuckoo, with a two-twoSince my fame is this new dude, in this high schoolLosin his noodle learn that people dont like youThe football jocks is, spittin on himPopular kids in school is now pickin on himBurn out youngsta niggaz now hittin on himAnd his teacher in his english class keep flippin on himAnd now hes grounded with no allowancesFor drinkin forty ounces, cause he was caught by his counselorsAnd why the ***** I gotta ride the bench coach?Already got expelled for wearin a trenchcoatAll I ever seen is.. {violence, violence}Told me to keep silent, stepped back in my eyelidsIts apparent that my parents werent parents at allThats why I blew out my brains and murdered you all[chorus]
