Deviates - Midline Lyrics
i need help i cant leave i cant breathe. i see my way out butI'm in too deep to care. emotionless, i feel myself about to break.self-destruction, self corruption, this life i know, this life i hate.with each passing day my outlets slip away. i believe the lies andi dig myself in deeper. i play a daily game of tug a warbetweenwhat's in my heart and what's on my mind, not weighing circumstances,passing blindly by my chances knowing some day i might die. in thesilence of my nightmare noone else can hear me scream, noone else knowswhat i need, noone else believes, i could die and not care. i needsomething to set me free. reflections from my past that seem so unrealto me, I'm out of touch i can no longer feel me, my heart is sick andmy mind is reeling. don't know myself, don't know why i still don't care. I'm the only one that's paying, and I'm the only one that's playing.the more i struggle the more i lose. i dig myself in deeper and stilldon't care then the moment comes when you reach for my heart, i knowit's to hard to find