Emanny - I Messed Up Lyrics
This wasn't what it's supposed to beI went from having fun, to having fantasiesAnd I had every chance to get you away from me,But now I'm just coming back like a feen.You went from a sly, to a friend, and a lover now you're everythingTried to lie and tell myself that you ain't anything,But I'm in your bed with my phone off,Should be at the door, but I doze offWhen I know I should be leaving,But I can't control how I'm feeling, girl!Chorus:I messed up, I started to care,Wish I could leave her right after we finishedBut I stay in it!I messed up, I fell in love with herNot what I wanted, or needed,But found it now, trying to lose it,I messed up, I messed up, yeah! I messed up yeahNever did it occur to meThat one night of passion couldEver lead to you being the one for me.Can't believe I let you get close to meI'm out of my mind to ever think I could keep this upWith out getting caught up with the realityTrying to lie and tell myself you don't mean anything,But I'm in your bed with my clothes off,Should put a condom on, but we go rawAnd I know I might be tripping,But I can't ignore how you're? feeling, heyChorus:I messed up, I started to care,Wish I could leave her right after we finishedBut I stay in it!I messed up, I fell in love with herNot what I wanted, or needed,But found it now, trying to lose it,I messed up, I messed up, yeah! I messed up yeahJoe Budden:I mean we all doCheck thisI mean we started out respectableWas just a good time but it opened my mind when she was bisexualBut now im confused as i stare at the scene while im laying in bed with youmy senses are like a vegetableyou the type of chick that i tell my niggas id never doyou supposed to be the popup top me off everytime she got dropped offsomewhere in there all morals got lostits looking like assault without a weaponshorty with her guard down and me without protectionwas taught that you cant tame a hoebut if you should try and get deniedyou shouldnt blame a hoe thats the only game she knowbut i keep my poker face with all the shit that i hear about herbe ashame if niggas knew that i really cared about herit started out respectablewas just a good time but it opened my mind when she was that flexiblechanged the whole set of rules now instead of calling shorty a cabi let her stay honestly she might be the best mistake i have ever madeEmanny:I messed up I started to care started to careWish I could leave her right after we finishbut i stay in it I messed up I fell in love with hernot what i wanted or needed but found it now trying to lose itI messed up I messed up baby woaoah ohhI messed up