Emily Plazek - Half A Heart Lyrics
Continuous obsessing about all the wrong thingsMy bare skin all depressing, as if I’m watching devils strip my wingsFear and doubt coalescing, these jesters with their spears around the kingAnd here I am confessing, it’s my fault I’m sinkingCuz you’re everything I begged would bring me homeSo what’s blinding me when I feel I’m alone?I’m no longer aloneNo, I can’t do this aloneI’m only half a heart,Half a mind,Half a tearWhen I spit on me, I spit on youI begged for love to start,Forgot to love myself,When my hates hits me it hits you tooSo selfishly I’ll keep spiralingUntil selflessly I love everythingIncluding my half of the heartMy half of the heartI thought I knew that loving meant that you would do anythingAnd that you’d stop at nothing, give up yourself for saving himBut now I see the shoving of my tongue against my ear, cryingA rusted lock handcuffing, a criminal self-stranglingHypocritical said I loved it all but knewDeep down in my heart, I only loved youAnd that’s not how love can doAll that it’s needed toI’m only half a heart,Half a mind,Half a tearWhen I spit on me, I spit on youI begged for love to start,Forgot to love myself,When my hates hits me it hits you tooSo selfishly I’ll keep spiralingUntil selflessly I love everythingIncluding my half of the heartMy half of the heartLook, I can’t do thisLying for half the kissLet my mind forgetAll of my regretsI’m only half a heart,Half a mind,Half a tearWhen I spit on me, I spit on youI begged for love to start,Forgot to love myself,When my hates hits me it hits you tooSo selfishly I’ll keep spiralingUntil selflessly I love everythingIncluding my half of the heartMy half of the heartMy half of the heart
