Esham - What Did I Do Wrong Lyrics
What did I do wrong(CHORUS)(repeat)What did I do wrongDon't wanna liveMy momma was a dope fiend but what I meanShe was mannic depressed, like the SupremesAnd all my tears wiped with a cleanexI'm on the scene and I drop dead like River PhoenixA life I can't handle, so I drink Jack DanielsStraight, I bought me a 38 with one shiny silver bulletFor the werewolf in me I don't pretend to beI'm *****ed up off lifeI walk around with a bloody butcher knifeI wanna kill myself, but firstI think about what's worseI vision my body take a ride in a hearseAnd somebody, anybody, but nobody hearsBuried alived, pine box, and my deepest fearsI been doin' dope since I was 13But when I close my eyes unconciously I scream(CHROUS)Overdose scare again, I'm doin' heroinSo been suckin' my leg like Nancy KerraganHeroin addict like Kurt CobainNeedle's in your dick, 'cause your arms outta veinsThe system raped me, society hates meThe man in the mirror is scared to face meMy only friend is me, but how can I pretend to beMy friend, I'm public enemyA number one, son of a shotgunSo when I blasphamy, I bust a brain cellDead cells make me faintBut I can't faint no more I don't dream and never sleep walkUncut dope make me comotoseGrowin' up with the scandalous from here to Los AngelesWhat does it mean, infetamine, niggaz so envy they greenAs I watch the fiends fiend, my mind screams(CHORUS)Your body's cold you feel numb from your addictionJust say no's a contradictionIt seems like the whole world's highAnd I'm tryin' not to fry, brain cells passin' time until I dieSuicide contemplated everything's drug relatedI wish when my father got erect he woulda masturbatedSperm concentrated now they sell it at the bankWhat has life come to? Tell me whatta you think?Crack babies be born like everydayI sucker born every minute right around my wayWhat a rush when you're brain bustAll your shit got flushed down the toilet stewWhat a foolWho gives a ***** if you self-destructAll you hoes and dreams 'cause you just a fiendAnd this world ain't big enough for the both of usWho can I trust with one slug down the bust?And say(CHORUS)
