Fes Taylor - Jump Lyrics
[Fes Taylor]Yo, misery and pain, if I put a bullet in my brainWill the world remember me the sameWould the game even acknowledg I'm goneOr will they treat me like some fake friends when dollars is goneI'm having thoughts of swallowing pillsPerscription bottles is filled, laying in the hospital, stillHave dreams of standing on the roof ledge, and I don't really careWhat who said, I'm better off deadRopes hanging from the ceiling, coat hangers, so you won't hear me squeelingI'm just explaining how I'm feelingAlready going to hell, for the way that I livePlus it's a sin for the way that I dieLord for what I'm bout to do, you probably never forgiveBut tell the world that I'm saying goodbyeIf this the last thing I ever writeI sacrifice my own soul, just so my son could live a better lifeEven Christ gave his life for youI'm thinking like this the only thing left right to doNobody probably show up to my funeralWord straight out my aunt's mouth; 'you the let the streets ruin you'I just want the brain and stop...Don't let my child grow up, be the same as his popsI use my last breathe of oxygen, just to recite thisNeighborhood gossiping, how I sliced my wristSon it's too much to bare, cuz they ain't really careWhen I was there, I'll see if they miss me, when I ain't here[Chorus: Fes Taylor]Too close to the ledge, jump, jumpToo close to the ledge, jump, jumpToo close to the ledge, jump, jumpI'm hollering out; 'is this what you want?'[Fes Taylor]I'm like, S.I.C., front cover of the CDI know my brother's above us, be happy when they see meThey say I'm going to hell, oh wellI've been, living in hell, since I cracked out the shellIs this the end, something like New EditionDon't call it suicide, this is like a crucifiction
