Flaw - Medicate Lyrics
I've been lying awake at nightI've been hoping that I'm alrightI've been winding myself too tightWondering if I will sleep tonightNever thought things would get like thisAlways hoping that they'd work outNow I seem to be filled with doubtI cannot stop this rideI'm growing cold insideI shouldn't let it slideWill sickness be mindThis should not be my weight to bearGo on acting like I don't careStop this high-I wouldn't dareI have earned and deserve my shareThings like this happen every dayWhile I'm in there I feel okayBut you say I should get awayLet me got for just one more day[Chorus x2]I've got to medicate myself,I'm not concerned about my healthIt covers up what I've been dealt, it seems the only wayI've got to medicate myself, its been the only thing that helpedMust cover up what I have felt, it seems the only way[Chorus x2]Sickness is mine, sickness is mine, sickness is mine
