Foxy Brown - My Life Lyrics
[intro](nigga, uh)Yeah, huh (nigga uh)Why dont yall take a look into my life?See what I see(nigga uh, nigga, nigga, nigga uh)At the age of fourteen, introduce to coopsLearnin how to seduce niggaz takin they lootQuickly, got involved with this money lifestyleThe finer things, all kinda things, power, moneyCars and diamond rings, and nice braids, flaunt itThe gucci boots with the gs on itA high price for this high price lifeWhile Im on tour is my man cheatin just for spite?And if you only knew I hold my minks at nights with cheapOr no other hands can hold me rightMy girls aint the same, guess its cuz the fame*****es smile in my face and throw dirt on my nameMad cuz I made it, now friends intimidatedHate it that Im in the same game as themWith mo fame than them, they know who they areThis life is no joke, got us havin to brokeYou was my sister, who used to dream togetherHow we could make it real big, do our thing togetherHuh, thelma & louise together, remember them days?Them niggas we played? now we dont even speakWent our seperate ways, seperate livesLost friendship for pride, playin the gameAbout to forfeit high price life, I cant afford it1 - my life, do ya feel what I feel?My life, a black girls ordeal my lifeDo ya see what I see?Have you been where Ive been?Can you go where I go?My lifeDo yall know what it feels like?Do yall know what it be like?Do ya see what I see?Have you been where Ive been?Can you go where I go?Daddys girl, in his wildest dreamsSaid he think that lil ing will be illest in this rap-thingAge 4 in my mothers shoes, swore I could singAnd even as a little girl I was doin my thingUh, confused, I aint asked to be bornNigga so dumb, shoulda used a condomAsk mommy every day, when daddy gon come?But he never showed upI would pimp for them, became demented, then men?Resented them, just the scent of em made me earlspecially the baller ones tryin to buy me with pearlsAll I needed was love, all I wanted was loveLack of love had me fallin for thugsThe niggas who aint care, just like daddyIf he aint care, why should they?For this high price life, its the price I payRepeat 1All my girls cross the world that feel what I feelHearts bruised, then been way I been, keep it movinLet him do his thing, Im the one hes lovinIm here to show yall, havin a kid aint meanin nuthinThat aint keepin him, specially if he in love with another chickThen you stuck with the babymother-shitDont be lovin niggas more than yaselfLet em roam, a dog always finds his way homeShit, yall dont wanna take my place, cashin casesSpit in faces, I never seem falsely accusedWhile some say its rudeBut if I was a dude, they all be amusedBut Im a woman, so Im a *****, simple as thatDouble-standards, call him a mack, call me a hoeSay Im in it for the dough, but tell meWhat tha ***** he in it for?Wanted it all, now its all mineLoneliness, sorrow, confusion and painNightmares, headlines, rapper found slainIf it wasnt for my moms Id drown in this painNow yall see what its like, yall dont wanna be meCuz it aint always what it seem on tvShit, but this is my 9 to 5 yallSometimes I wanna slit my wrist and end my life yallRepeat 1 until fade