Grateful Dead - My Brother Esau Lyrics
My brother Esau killed a hunterBack in 1969And before the killing was done,His inheritance was mine.But his birthright was a wand to waveBefore a weary band.Esau gave me sleeplessnessAnd a piece of moral land.My father favored Esau,Who was eager to obeyAll the bloody wild commandmentsThe Old Man shot his way.But all this favor endedWhen my brother failed at war.He staggered homeAnd found me in the door.[Chorus:]Esau skates on mirrors anymore...He meets his pale reflection at the door.Yet sometimes at night I dreamHe's still that hairy man,Shadowboxing the ApocalypseAnd wandering the land.Shadowboxing the ApocalypseAnd wandering the land.Esau holds a blessing;Brother Esau bears a curse.I would say that the blame is mineBut I suspect it's something worse.The more my brother looks like me,The less I understandThe silent war that bloodied both our hands.Sometimes at night, I think I understand.It's brother to brother and it's man to manAnd it's face to face and it's hand to hand...We shadowdance the silent war within.The shadowdance, it never ends...Never ends, never ends.Shadowboxing the Apocalypse, yet again...Yet again.Shadowboxing the Apocalypse,And wandering the land