Isaiah Rashad - Heavenly Father Lyrics
[Verse 1]Now everybody tellin' me a lieLordie, give me something for my soulSee I don't wanna think of suicideSo please don't take the [?] out my [?]See I been tired of *****ing all these girlsAnd I been tired of spending all my doughAnd if I get my story to the worldI wonder if they'd book me for a showSee you can't handle pressure on your ownSo why you carry boulders by yourselfThey stole the story they tell it wrongAnd glorify the horror and the roughAnd mama call me tell me coming homeAnd I just need some guidance in my stepsI know i'm not the only one aloneI know i'm not the only one who felt[Hook]Heavenly father why are you so far awayHeavenly father why are you so far awayHeavenly father why are you so far awayHeavenly father why are you so far away[Verse 2]I'm praying that I make it 25They be calling [?] for my healthI know it's kinda hard to say the drugsBecause I been having problems with myselfI been asking questions where the lord?And they don't give me answers just a checkAnd they don't know my issues as a childBecause I was busy cutting on myselfWe're hanging from the playground when in romeUntil you got a rope up on your neckAnd i been losing more than just my mind[?]And daddy why you call me while you drunk?And why you never love me when I need itAnd I don't wanna be like you no moreAnd I been tryna cope i'm getting weak[Hook][Verse 3]I smoke too much the problems of a 20 somethingI drink too often there's liquor pouring from the faucetYou would assume by following the tunesAnd i'm doomed to die young addicted to dry plumThese *****es ain't shit and ***** is my greatest viceI love smoking weed, I hate adviceI know some niggas that talk goodThe wise men from a long line of ***** made and bridesmenYou never had nothing but *****ing dreamsYou just caught up in the hypeThe fashion and so it seems the limelightI know that I rhyme tightNo need for your 2 cents and burning your blueprintsThese people think i really give a ***** about the shit they give a ***** aboutJust need a moment of silence, just close your *****ing mouthInfactuated with violence gun in my *****ing mouthSo you don't even know that i'm serious know what im talking 'boutSo like you got punchlines for daysSo generic your flowYour too cold you're agedAnd i punch lines for daysSo generic your flowYour too cold you're agedAnd i'm so misrepresented by niggas that claim trillAnd they souls was never in itAnd I'm so misrepresented by niggas that claim trillThey souls was never in it
