J Cole - 03' Adolescence Lyrics
I grew up, a f*ckin' screw upTie my shoe up, wish they was newerDamn, need somethin' newerIn love with the baddest girl in the city, I wish I knew herI wish I weren't so shy, I wish I was a bit more flyI wish that I, could tell her how I really feel insideThat I'm the perfect n*gga for her, but then maybe that's a lieShe like a certain type of n*gga, and it's clear I'm not that guyBall player, star player, I'm just watchin' from the sideOn the bench, cause my lack of confidence won't let me flyI ain't grow up with my father, I ain't grow up