Jay-Z - Soon You'll Understand Lyrics
[jay-z]Mmm, you dont understand now be..cause youre cryin, and you hurtYoull understand soon enough.. soon enough[singer overlaps jay-z]Let him hold you, let him touch youSoon youll un-der-stand[jay-z]Youre my best friends sister, grown woman and allBut you see how I am around girls; I ruin em allPlus your mom call me son, around you since I was smallShit I watched you mature - nah, this aint rightBut still when your boyfriend ditched you, lifes a ***** you criedOver my right shoulder I told you to wipe your eyesTake your time when you likin a guyCause if he sense that your feelings too intense, its pimp or dieI bought you earrings on your birthdayDrove you to college your first dayIt must be sad, though it hurts to sayWe could never be a item, dont even like himYou deserve better - this is ugly; gina, please dont love meTheres better guys out there other than me{you need a lawyer or a doctor or somebody like that you know}Like a lawyer or a doctor with a ph.dThink of how upset your mother and brother would beIf they found that you was huggin meMy conscience is *****in with me[singer]Let him hold you, let him touch youSoon youll un-der-stand[jay-z]Man, I look in the eyes of a..This.. a kid that stole life and me together..Were tryin, really tryin to make it workIm young, and I aint ready, and I told you[singer overlaps jay-z]Let him hold you, let him touch youSoon youll un-der-stand[jay-z]It aint like, I aint tell you from day one, I aint shitWhen it comes to relationships, I dont have the patienceNow its too late, we got a little life togetherAnd in my mind I really want you to be my wife foreverBut in the physical its like ima be trife foreverA different girl every night forever; told you to leaveBut youre stubborn and you love him and,No matter what despite all the *****in and the cheatin,You still wont leave him, now youre grievinAnd I feel bad, believe meBut Im young and I aint ready, and this aint easyWasnt fair to tell you to wait, so I told you to skateYou chose not to, now look at the shit we gotta go throughDoin a fight, throw in a fuss, you the mother of my babyI dont want you to hate me, this is about usRather me; I aint ready to be what you want me to beBecause I love you, I want you to leave, please[singer]Let him hold you, let him touch youSoon youll un-der-stand[jay-z]Mm... listen maI mean, I seen you workin two or three jobsDaddy left... I i thought I was makin things betterI made it worse[singer overlaps jay-z]Let him hold you, let him touch youSoon youll un-der-stand[jay-z]Dear ma, Im in the cell, lonely as hellWritin this scribe, thinkin bout how you must feel insideYou tried to teach me better, but I refused to growGod damn I aint the young man that you used to knowYou said the street claim lives, but I wanted things likeBling bling ice I was wrong in hindsightShit we grew apart, try to blame it on your new spouseI know it hurt like hell the day you kicked me outBut your house is your house, I aint respect the rulesI brought crack past your door, beefed with rival crewsAnd who wants to be the mother of a son who sold drugsCo-workers saw me on the corner slingin larry loveMeanwhile, you workin hard like, two or three jobsTryin to feed me and my siblings, makin an honest livinWho am I kiddin i, call myself easin the loadI made the load heavy, I need money for commissaryTry to understand, please[singer - repeat all 6x until fade]Let him hold you, let him touch youSoon youll un-der-stand