Jean Grae - Live 4 U Lyrics
[Jean Grae]It's kinda hard to explainbut I been thinkin, haven't come to a decisionDrinkin away the pain night after night, listenIt's like I'm caught in the rain, that never stops and only follows meWide hollow feelin of emptiness, nothing inside of meDrama lays my head on the pillow, but still no sleepBeen walkin the Wonderland for 40 days and 7 weeksJust wonderin how good it would be, to finally say goodbyeto everything that's goin wrong, God, especially meI wanna let go, let my mind just finally be freeBreathe with no echo, tomorrow won't be less without meI stay in wet though, only thing that keeps me on the sideof the living is you, said the same thing to me tooOtherwise, I'm just caught up in deception and liesI have days of just wakin and hatin the sunshineHatin life itself, hatin death for takin it's timeLovin you enough not to commit the ultimate crimeI sin in my mind though, visions of weaponry wettin me upPayin people off for settin me upSome crazy wild sick imagery, paintin pictures of bloody scenesSeems the only peace of mind's in dreamsSo I pray for never-ending sleep, but it never comesSo I pray for being so weak, and givin upFriends say I live the party life, livin it upOne hand on the glass, other on the bottle, fillin it upI wanna leave so bad, but lovin you is enoughto make a slow exit to Hell, would never leave you here by yourselfNobody else could keep me here but youNobody else could wipe away the tears but youI love you too much[Chorus]I would, give my, life for youIf you asked me tooI would do, just anything for youAnd the world if I couldI would give to youBut I don't have anything to giveSo I sweat just to live for youLive for you[Jean Grae]Are you dissapointed in me?Twenty-three, can't get it togetherNo money, no job, debt that seems to last foreverI just wanna make you proud somedayLike acceptin awards that's in front of a crowdand say "Thanks" in front of a million peopleTell you I've fallin victim to some evil things in the pastMy road's been short but rough;a lot of things you don't know even if you askI wanna tell you all but I can't, you're too precious for thatTry and explain why your daughter is into rapI'm like guilt with a guilty conscienceEmotional politics wild on meConstantly pregnant with a rowdy problem child in meI wonder if we switched places, changed the dial on meWould you rather be somebody else's mommy?Divorced probablyJust show me, no apology needed, I understand the reasonIt's the quality of livin, and what you want for childrenI'm not givin it, but you're the kind of love that never gives up[Chorus][Jean Grae]I promised I'm gonna buy you that house on the beachA whole damn streetAnd give you grandchildren, two maybe threeBuild you a studio and get you back to recordinand singin whenever you want, give you whatever you wantI know you miss the music too, you just put up a frontBut I can see it in your eyes, musical echo soul cries to be freeDon't you worry about meI'm gonna be alright, when I'm in darkness in my lifeI just think different, like you taught meThe way you do, shine different, they all can seeI just wanna tell you you're lovedAnd anything that I can ever do for you is never enoughIt's never enough, it's never enough[Chorus]
