Joseph Arthur - Creation Or A Stain Lyrics
I got a god in my headTells me that I'm crazyGot a god in my headTelling me I'm crazyAn angrry little god punching all my scarsAnother little godTells me that I'm lazyA useless piece of shit with no love to give at all nowAnd the smallest god thereThinks that I'm the greatestTells me no one else could be as good as me.I listen to them all, I was a disc jockey to consequencesLittle propogandist selling miseryI built the tune and I got to get awayAssure me that it wouldn't do to [unintelligible, 5 syllables]No one see sme down there and no one's getting inI got a [unintelligible, 13 syllables]I drink and shoot and smoke until the only voice I hearIs the one telling me those other people, don't let anybody nearNo don't let anybody near (x4)And now the telephone is ringing, the walls are falling downThe sea-birds are singing, my soul's nowhere aroundI have made myself a mai-taiI have damned myself againI have eaten all my children, I have tightened up my skinI'm a walking crucifixion, I'm a *****ed-up memoryConsuming all that's left, I'm my mother's miseryI'm sucking on Satan's titShe's milking me her poison flowI drink until I'm convinced there's no place left to goYou know there's no place left to go (x4)So I drink until the pain is dryI know it never isSometimes tho, I guess I thnik that I'm the bestUntil the morning after when I wake up with the guiltOf burning down all the things my sacred hands have builtAnd throwing up all the love you know I never feltYeah, you know I never felt (x4)Let's make our tortured Romeo'sPersonal health can be beatYou bring it o
