Lecrae - Devil In Disguise Lyrics
(Verse)Damn I mean but where am I going? What Im living for?I roll the dice on life so tell me what they getting foIm 3 shots in, probably depressedBut crying about my problems aint gon get me out this messRidin round playin Scarface, Im all gangstaI wanna die but Im scared of lookin in Gods facePoppin pills and powder, tryna kill some hoursCus when Im sober man, I promise I can feel the powerBut death can be slowly, Im on my wayHeaven or hell, well thats only for God to sayI lost some people but I never like to talk about itHard times, we go through em, we dont walk around emI told my Shawty dont listen to black kidneyBe trippy, smoke on the stinky and find a Britney thats pretty nahI know that only God could solve my problemsTheres something deep inside me and I cant seem to resolve itMy worlds changing, I just wanna revolve itMy best days, Im surrounded by all these foes uhI need a ride and a dream, money in the jeansLadies all free, feel fabric like staticCouldnt handle it, it was all bad habitStrangers on my back and everything, we are some actorsHeard that you was tryna find, you can see me offYou decide about the rings on a pretty car(Hook)Why?God I know the truth but Im feelin my liesIf lovin is just wrong I dont wanna be rightIt keeps pullin me downSo I look to the cloudsAnd its the devil, devil in disguise(Verse)They writin bout a million dollars like thats supposed to make us coldI know better, I seen Jay chase 100 moIf you aint satisfied with it whats the point in runnin?Just sit here with a blunt and watch these rappers try to stuntAnd right next to paychecks if I aint brokeIm still broke inside, noose into this tight ropeMan I walk until the hellfire on my handBut I aint hurt enough to ill, I dont want a millIf Gods real I believe he can change thingsWord to wise, aint no other way to understandWhat its like to be meWhat its like to be the outcastTake it but all togethers the cheesiestSo if you need this stand and rescue a foolIll be grinding in the pool of liquor to keep coolSmoking cool like the old heads doCall me Nat King Cole like Ive got this red bluesAint a pest, Ive been tryna smoke it outBut it never seems to die when I choke it outI try to drink away but my stomach swearThat what Im drinkin on earth Ill probably throw up in hell, wellJesus, they say Youll take away my cancerAccept of the mess of a man that I am and give me answersThey said youd die for this selfishness that I pursueBefore I head to my room and turn my eyes to youIm 6 shots in and half past soberI pray when I wake up the darkness will be overGod Im 6 shots in and half past soberI pray when I wake up the darkness will be over(Hook)Why?God I know the truth but Im feelin my liesIf lovin is just wrong I dont wanna be rightIt keeps pullin me downSo I look to the cloudsAnd its the devil, devil in disguise