Life Of Agony - How It Would Be Lyrics
I wonder how it would be if my mother was still aroundThe types of talkThe relationships we could have hadThe three of usMe, you and dadMy mouth went dryMy stomach felt queasy tooSo empty and scaredIts all because of youA dead body that turned out not to be deadNo one understandsWish I really knew what happened to my momBecause my family they told me nothing but liesThey figured if they just told me the truthId break down and cryFeel betrayed and hurtProfoundly insecureWant to knock ten times on heavens doorStill suffering from old emotional woundsI was getting worseCant depend on them and their liesWhy did see leave?How did she die?And when it gets colder outsideIll be back next yearWith that feeling to make me cryWanna go visit her graveBecause its been a long, long timeWant to pick a peach roseAnd rest it on its sideSay a prayer eventhough I dont believeAnd say goodbyeDont get me wrongI have a mind to keep me strongBut theres this feeling of not knowing what went wrongAnd how shes dead and goneDont think anyone thinksOf you as much as I do
