Maria Mena - Internal Dialogue Lyrics
It must have been hard, staying in lineKnowing your influences insisted all the timeIt must have been strange, living in blueAnd see me shut down as though it was an easy thing to doBut you could tell where I had been by the way I held my gunTrying to write anything while being mocked by an off beat drumBut I was not honest, I was not healthyI was not honest, honestYou did the right thing, covered your scarsChallenged your faith and closed your eyes driving carsFor all that they knew, you were safe homeBut you went through hell whenever you were left aloneBut you could see where I had been from the pictures that they tookI tried to look positive at things, faced myself but didn't lookThat was not honest, I was not healthyI am not honest, honestI wish you could see yourself through my eyesThere's no need to cling to unnecessary liesThe voice in your head whose spirit you stoleLeft you for dead but you dug the holeAnd I can tell where you had been from the marks around your wristsThe red water washed around your sins but are you as pure as this?No, you are not honest, you are not healthyYou are not honest, honestNo, you are not honest, you are not healthyYou are not honest, honest
