Memphis May Fire - Vices Lyrics
Drowning myself every nightMe vs Me has always been my biggest fightI've been so confused for so longAnd the answers always seem so far out of sightSo, I fill it up, fill it up one more timeSo that When everything is wrong at least I still feel right.I'm in a tunnel but I can't see light!I just wanna feel whole againSo I can let you inI just wanna feel whole againI just wanna feel whole, Oh!Where is my self control!Where is my self control!(Woah-oh)And I've been thinking this could be the end of meWho is this person in the mirror I seeAnd I have come so far, thought I was so strongThe truth is I just fed myself a lieFor too long.I never thought this would be me...But now I'm on the verge of self destructionHow could this happen to me!I've never been the type to run from anythingRun from anything!So sick and tired of wondering where My morals have goneMy father didn't raise me to become thisWhere did I go wrong!There is not much left of meI can't feel the ground beneath my feetThere is not much left of me!I let everyone around me downAnd now I'm headed to the bottom of the bottle just to block out the soundGod I need you now!I've been thinking this could be the end of meWho is this person in the mirror I seeAnd I have come so far, thought I was so strongThe truth is I just fed myself a lieFor too long.This is my vice, this is me weak.I need your love to erase this doubt.I need your hand to pull me out!Sometimes I feel like I will never learnCause the bottles always there when I have nowhere else to turnWill I ever learn?Will I ever learn!I take another sipThe dark room that I'm in becomes dimly lit.This can't be all there isAnd I've been thinking this could be the end of meWho is this person in the mirror I seeAnd I have come so far, thought I was so strongThe truth is I just fed myself a lieFor too long.And the only one to blame is meWho have I become!This is my desperate shout!Pull me out!Pull me out!God I need you now!
