Nas - Drunk By Myself Lyrics
Uhh,uhh, where am I going?Where am i? yo, its ill[verse 1]Yo my wifes tired of *****ing meLife tries ducking meLuckily I find em just at the right timeMack in my right arm, tequila bottle inMy left arm like cristianWatching my life go, keeping myself inWolves in the night yo, hells menTwo revolvers I can let twelve spinHop in my benz, push it to the limitBuck-sixty, who wit me? my (? ) to wellTwisted blunts and inner conscienceTelling me that I aint shitNo matter how much cash I sit withStill gotta ask the lord for forgivenessMy precious baby girl came like forty nights of rainTo replenish my adolescent brainBlessed be her name, before her birth I was insaneSo I drive the cooler pressure down, delay the painI ate from these poisonous, *****ed up streetsTasted larceny, it was sweet, I starved for more to eatThough I took, that was to live, hope God will forgiveAs odd as it is, the more I gain the harder it isTo maintain, *****es playin gamesNiggas snitchin, I aint saying namesBut yall niggas better watch how yall slangLost so many close niggas, drunk almost crashedIm going too fast, highway patrol will just flashLights in my rearview, if they stop me I hope they lock meInstead they speed aheadYo nigga watch me[chorus:]Im drunk by myself, gun under my seatI dont want none of my peeps caught up in none of my beefIm a ride to the end of the road if I have toPraying no car speeds by for me to crash toSteering wheel in my handTrying to hold it steadyAnything in my way is deadCause thats the way I feel, I am alreadyWhen Im drunk by myself alone in the zoneDrunk by myself[verse 2]Heard niggas hate me, but I hated too onceBeen in the shoes of a wolf in the night when he huntsFor every shell niggas bust, we bust at ourselvesCant tell them niggas nothing though, bullets wakem up wellTake them to hellStick up niggas once ran up on meMy deckited lifestyle attracted sharks on meI aint your mark homeyIts hard to look straight, my foot on the brakeSpilling my bottle not even shook of the jakesCould hardly look both ways, put out the hayes blurry visionThink about the time in my life before I was in televisonHella women, jealous niggas up in my visionSince we all hood niggas expect kilosFor what they not seeing is police expect ricoOnly if I could take care of everybody, intoxicatedWindows up blastin a.c. going wherever instinct takes meI hate it when Im like thisThe bottles my accomplice[chorus: 1x][verse 3]The reason that I want to be aloneTired of all the things that went wrongThat would have went right if I would have did it on my ownTake another swiggThe more I drink, the more I think bad thoughtsFake friends who hung around who wanna bring you downNot knowing who to trust, runors about niggas coming throughSupposedly to shoot at us, not knowing what was trueOr what to believe, thats why Im on the low latelyChoosing a henny bottle over a friend, lost againTo keep my mind off that weak shitTheres love through it all, things to live forI swerve, almost crash into a wallThink about the good, find myself laughingTurn the cell off, no way to be reachedKnow Im near my crib, trying to see my way through the streetsReminded of the positive, I take my drunk ass homeStart feeling out of it, cant wait to get out of this whipBring my ass to the cribIm tired...[chorus: 1x]