Neck Deep - Up in Smoke Lyrics
Stare at the wall 'till my eyes fall out my head"Get out of bed" she saidSo self destructiveUp in smoke, all came to nothingBeing broke and lonely doesn't make much senseI wish you'd see my point of viewYou're so uptight, loosen your screwsTry to find the words that you expect me to sayI know I let you down againI get itI see that look in your eyeI just hoped you could seeSwear to God that I triedI just thought that for once I could do something right, but I can'tAnd I'm sorryHeard you callDid you want me?I had it all but inside I was drowningNow I can feel the pressure weighing down on meI can't live up to all your standardsCan we learn to disagree?Building back the trust you lost in me againYou're so upset and stressedSo disappointedDig up the pastLeave me with haunting situations I thought we agreed to let stay deadI know I ***** up every timeI fall apart, you fall in lineI bit my tongue and my mouth filled up with bloodI tried my hardest but still it wasn't enoughA desperate longing from trustI get so close but I crush it againMy integrity's spentI just hope that you know I'll be there 'till the endWhen you're gone, I'll be brokenLet it outCut me openBury my head in my handsHow will I ever redeem myself?Pressure weighing down on meI can't live up to all your standardsCan we learn to disagree?Pressure weighing down on meWhen I can't give you all the answers you expect the worst of meStare at the wall 'til my eyes fall out my head"Get out of bed" she saidSo self destructiveUp in smoke, all came to nothing
