Neck Deep - What Did You Expect? Lyrics
Six months has been and I'm still sick of everything that makes you smile,I've been here before,I'm just hoping this will die downBut I've learned from experienceThat love is a risk and I'm just hoping you're hearing this,So maybe you'll know just how it feels to be sitting here,Wide awake and far from dreamingDon't tell me that I'll be fineMy broken bones are caving in,I feel you crawl beneath my skin,You went and *****ed this up'Cuz you couldn't keep your legs shutAnd you'll find me burning bridges,Searching for some sense of distance,Tearing out post trauma stitches that held me together,So far gone my mind is racing,Back and forth I can't stop pacing,Thinking where we could have been if you'd just braved the weather***** his car and ***** his money,He might pay for you but he's got nothingI won't be in sight when you realize thatI might just have been a more stable support,To the life that you'll buildWhen he cuts himself shortDon't tell me that I'll be fineI'm so sick of hoping you're rightTake all I am,Tear me into pieces,Deconstruct my bones and tell me you still don't know who I amYou've got some nerve thinking we could be friends,Well what did you expect...a *****ing compliment?So take what's left of me,A broken fragment from beforeI guess I'll try to be the best I can without youI know I'll find myself along this beaten track,I'll have to let you goAnd let these ghosts stay in the pastI guess I'll be fine