New Order - Doubts Even Here Lyrics
Those steps which seem to take a lifetimeWhen eyes just turn and stareThe day begins, collapsing without warningYou fade from sight, theres nothing thereAll talk allowed, calls are answered dailyThe questions are on your sideDeeply moved, beyond all consolationYou felt the pulse, now hear the cryIn my mind, thoughts are becoming clearerIm watching every move you makeCounting time spent in observationA single blow a false mistakeThen you revealed to meAll that I need to know now(the close went down to timesToo, too much behind us)Then please dont turn away,Why cant I talk to you now?(the number of forgotten yearsWhere my honor isnt deepestGrows the deepest feeling and itGrieved for safety and despair)Theres nowhere left to goWhere is this taking her and how?(the torish threats forevermoreOver our natural favorAnd us and hes and Ill fallFar in it, and it sees enoughIn our failures and its not time.)Theres nothing more I wantTo know beyond your trust now(I missed his promised time againFor my friend)Dont throw our joy awayWhy must you just you leave now?(has God forgotten to approach us?Has he rememberd to not despise us? )Memories are all thats leftI need you near to me now(there, now, now, dont come to mind my deedsAnd call out in defiance of times gone by)