Origin - Infliction Lyrics
My life's scars run so deep, deep as in before birthSome things just won't ever change, feed myself some more painBad memories of childhood corrupting innocenceNot teaching me, misleading me, leaving me on my ownWhy questioning? No answering, this shit's just so *****ed upIgnoring my own personal self characteristicsWhy no one was there to look after me, torn in between myselfLost everything taken away from me, words they can't hearDeaf to hearBorn out of somebody's audacity, not given a fair chanceLies spoken in words that I do not know, pain teaching meSufferingI can't ignore my feelings, my own hostilityWearing my hate on my face, look into my eyesHow in the world could you take care of me? You could not care for youI'm left with these horrible memories, time easing me, freeing meRise out of my conscious supression and ask what the *****?What for?Truth wakes in me from my experience, laugh wonderingWhat it meansDo not create so blindly, better your offeringsLives are at stake, don't deny us the futurePowers beyond in our hands, ask yourself what it meansNever forget to look deep, finding thyselfLaws I was rebornwith, God-like in characterChoice to create, I will not make that choiceSevering of my blood, extinction of my fleshBy my own hand, I can't deceive myselfChildhood wars, I suffered through them, my institutionSome pain will last, like time unchangedCannot forget, lost in illusion, trapped in confusionStress overwhelms my peace of mindI was born from demons, from souls so far from peaceAsk where they came from, woke with them, spoke with themThey too came from demons, where can we all find peace?Life should mean
