Rehab - Amend Lyrics
Well I'm sorry and I apologizefor any pain I may have caused youand I made you my enemybut now I need you as my friendand I've been wrong for so longnot to ask for your forgivenessand if you don't accept, I'll understandbut I need to make amendsbut I need to make amendsIt's hard for me to say thisbut I've been going through some changesand I'm really not quite sure where to beginI've been kissing devilsand fighting angelsputting the rest of you in dangerand blaming you for the turmoil beneath my skinand my twisted versions of the truthare a weak man's attempt to look better than youcan't believe your pain never gave you a grinand I've wanted to kill a thousand timesbut I think I just thought that I wouldn't survivebut I found happiness ain't something you winWell I'm sorry and I apologizefor any pain I may have caused youand I made you my enemybut now I need you as my friendand I've been wrong for so longnot to ask for your forgivenessand if you don't accept, I'll understandbut I need to make amendsbut I need to make amendsWell I've lied to you so many timeswith a mad desire to control your mindsearching for things that no one findsand I've killed your time and stole you blindI've taught you things you don't need to learnso I can cut in line and take your turnI've filled your head with snakes and wormson my search for a bridge to burnI wanna live with no uncertaintybut that man in the mirror's been hurtin' meand I've come to you 'cause there's nowhere else to goWell I'm sorry and I apologizefor any pain I may have caused youand I made you my enemybut now I need you as my friendand I've been wrong for so longnot to ask for your forgivenessand if you don't accept, I'll understandbut I need to make amendsbut I need to make amendsIf you see me sad, don't pity itI've been a god damn idiotMy life, my fault, my actions make me breakand I can't even see it, so be itthat's what I thinkwhen everybody's gonna blame the worldI blame my mom and dad and put it in a songI'm weak, so I act strongI'm short, so I talk longand layin' in the hospitalI think, have I been wrong?all alongI'm 29, still playin' "look at me"what am I, three?self-esteem on Ecan't you seeI've been often neglegentalmost never benevolentI think I'm intellegentbut mostly irrelevant'cause I ain't changed one biteven though I quitwho cares if I'm sober ifI'm still gonna steal shitI had to be broken downanother apocalypseto see what I had missedand just come and tell you thismy pride, gotta suck it upmy gut, gotta tuck it upso here goes, dawgI love youI *****ed it upWell I'm sorry and I apologizefor any pain I may have caused youand I made you my enemybut now I need you as my friendand I've been wrong for so longnot to ask for your forgivenessand if you don't accept, I'll understandbut I need to make amendsbut I need to make amendsWell I'm sorry and I apologizefor any pain I may have caused youand I made you my enemybut now I need you as my friendand I've been wrong for so longnot to ask for your forgivenessand if you don't accept, I'll understandbut I need to make amendsbut I need to make amends
