Ryker's - Once I Believed Lyrics
i prove myself wrongdenied reality for far too longi shudder to thinkbut it's no surprise at alli was living in the hopeof a feeling to be sharedthat's all i've ever wantedthat's all i've ever darednow things have changedattitudes are dearrangedit seems that it's uncoolto say what you feelonce i believedin respect, trust and loyalitythis was what used to beit always made sence to methere's nothing leftthe flame's gone in their eyesno one seems to careor is willing to sharejust choose to ignoreand comfort in shallow liesclutching at strawsdrowning in their own disguiseonce i believedin respect, trust and loyalitythis was what used to beit always made sence to meonce i believedin honor, faith and dignitythis was what used to bebut nothing makes sence to me...makes sence to mei look at youi look at meand hold back all i want to sayit's so hard to betray... yourself!...so hard...so hard...so hard to betray...myself!once i believedin me!