Scarface - Diary Of A Madman Lyrics
(Scarface talking)Yo anybody seen my diary? Oh there it is.I gotta write this shit down. Check it out.Dear Diary, I'm having a little problemI cant make it by myself maybe you can help me solve emI'm confused and I dont know what to doI'm hoping you can help me cause there's no one else to talk toI want to die, but it ain't for meI try to talk to my dad, but my old man ignores meHe says I'm deliriousAnd I drink too much, so he doesnt take me seriousBut little does he know I'm really losing itI got a head, but aint no screws in itI be thinking deepThats one of the reasons at night I cant sleepI thought it would change when I was olderBut even now I'm still peeping over my shoulderTheres your life after death tooAnd what about the man with the cane and the black suit?And what about cancer?Too many mother*****ing questions, and not enough answersAint no use in tryingWe might as all face it we were all born dyingTheres a black book in Brad's handsAnd its the diary of a madman(chorus)Dear diary today I hit a nigga with a torchShot him on his face and watched him die on his front porchLeft his family heartbrokenFlashbacks of him laying there bleeding with his eyes openI cant put the shit behind meI'm know I'm here somewhere, but I cant find meI used to be a drug dealerOn the for reala, now I'm a born killerAnd it aint no changing meIt used to be hard, but now it aint no thing to meTo go up to a niggas housePut a pistol in his mouth, and blow his *****ing brains outNo doubt if you cross then I'ma take yaCause I'm a *****ing killer by natureYou got an M11, bring your weapon-aca