Swollen Members - Chemical Imbalance Lyrics
(You're going to be listening to some people on this tape today who've experienced anxiety disorder in a very real way. A lot of people have a misconception about anxiety disorder. Obsessive thinking, low self-esteem, panic attacks, anxiety, and fear.)No question I'm prone to depressionThrone made of stone, I am known for aggressionSit home get stoned, no purposeBecome a servant, feel like I'm worthlessSun turn to darkness, now I'm getting nervousTill I make a purchase and I'm Silver SurfingFlying through the stars in the Milky WayNext day filled with guilt againEmptiness and sadness, used to get a lot doneNow the Devil's in my car riding shotgun(Vicious cycle)Mad Child's back like the hot sunStill shining, redrum redrum(Very uncontrollable thoughts. You're going to lose control.)From walking on the Sun with a Pepsi bottlePocket full of cash and a sexy modelShopping like I just won the lotteryThen I fell down, hit the ground like pottery, smash(Manic episodes)Dope, doing drugs like a dummyGained a lot of weight with a big fat tummyDidn't have sex, pale skin like a mummyCrashed the Suburban, almost killed my whole groupGod saved us, I'm telling you the whole truthOld dude, Clark Kent in a phone booth(It might scare you)I refuse to be old news(People with anxiety value control immensely. You're not in control of yourself or in control of your emotions and it might scare you.)My mind mentally a torture chamberComplete frustration, approach with angerUsed to be exciting, white lightningLiving in a nightmare quite frightening(Wake up)Aggressive performer, obsessive compulsive disorderPsychotic, dark product of narcoticsI'm bleeding badly in shark watersHail Marys and Our Father up in Heaven looking down on what he's not proud ofEvil thoughts, blood, and gun powderQuit crowded, blue pills and white powder(Take control of your life, take control of your fear. The things that we do are fear-based. Fear and worry can be very very powerful negative forces in your life. If your anxiety is to the point where it's disrupting your lifestyle then you have a problem.)
