T.I. - Still Ain't Forgave Myself Lyrics
[Singing][T.I. Talking:] Still ain't forgave myself.. damnIt's a lotta *****ed up shit that go down man..You don't even know the half..[Verse 1]Man I been in and outta trouble since an adolescentsSpoiled rotten, dead fresh, wit no daddy presentI got two uncles, Quint and Man and they keep me straight7 and 8, I'm countin money while they movin weightMy daddy send me clothes and always tell me come and see himI say aiight but still I feelin like my momma need himThey sendin letters home from school, nobody read minesAnd plus my uncles, doin 10 years F.E.D. timeThen I started rebellin, began crack sellinTha littlest thang on the corner wit a Mac 11After school I hear my momma holla homeworkI say aiight ma, but look I got my own workStarted interactin wit fiends at the age of 13Now my momma findin rocks in my socks, glocks in my toy boxLike damn, why do trouble come to me like thisBut on the real, it ain't even have to be like this (*****)[Hook]Mistakes made on this road to wealthI still ain't forgave myselfAy, what I am todayI made myself but I still ain't forgave myselfFor runnin to the grave getting closer to deathI still ain't forgave my selfFor anyone who ever wondered how I feltI still ain't forgave myself[Verse 2]At 14 man, thought I knew everythingI'm slangin slabs, trappin hard, movin heavy CainI bought an '85 cutlass on some dane-a-danesNow I'm the shit, huh, the motor blew in 30 daysHardheaded man I ain't listen to anythingI'm getting money so, I'm right and I got plenty gameBesides why I need school, Im'ma be rappin mommaIf that don't work, then I guess Im'ma be trappin mommaBut hey I promise Im'ma make it cause I'm damn goodIm'ma get us out this hood and off these can goodsSchool just a white man game, and it's ran goodAt 16, here's my introduction to manhoodBlue lights behind me, damn what I'm gonna doCause I got 2 pounds of weed and a 3.80 tooI guess everything'll be aiight if I just keep it coolHow ya doin officer, what ya mean why I ain't in schoolCan you search the car?? Yea but, I rather that you didn'tBesides it's just a waste of yo time cause ain't nutthin in it[Laugh] I guess that's when I seen, that I ain't know shitWhen stuck in a place wit freedom I ain't gone get.. (Damn!)[Hook]Mistakes made on this road to wealthI still ain't forgave myselfAy, what I am today, I made myselfBut I still ain't forgave myselfGuess these the chances ya take, when dealt the cards I was dealtBut I still ain't forgave myselfFor anyone who ever wondered how I feltI still ain't forgave myself[Verse 3]Outta all the niggaz I was wit when I was doin wrong3 in the fed, 1 doin life, and 2 dead and goneKnew there was more to life than sellin blow and chopper bustinBut what's the good in knowin' better if I ain't tell 'em nutthinI knew I coulda told Cap not to kill shawtyPut down the gun, get in the car let 'em live shawtyYou'll probably get locked up, and I'll probably have a deal shawtyNaw, I ain't scared, I'm just telling ya like it is shawtyCoulda told Endae, Quint, and Kern, man ya covers blowLeave that country town alone, yall needa come back homeBankhead and J-Rue, I just feel like if I was wit 'emThey woulda never got killed that night if I was 'emSeem like I coulda done mo', said mo'Why all my partners gotta be dead or in the fed fo'??All the time, I just wish that yall could ball wit meSometimes at night I close my eyes, and dream that yall wit me (damn.)[Hook]And even though they say I cant blame myselfI still ain't forgave myselfFor all the mistakes made on this road to wealthI still ain't forgave myselfWhat I am today, I made myselfBut I still ain't forgave myselfFor anybody who ever wondered how I feltI still ain't forgave myselfAnd yea they say I cant blame myselfBut I still ain't forgave myselfFo the mistakes made on this road to wealthI still ain't forgave myselfGuess this the chance that you take, when dealt the cards I was dealtBut I still ain't forgave myselfFor anybody who ever wondered how I feltI still ain't forgave myself (Ain't Forgave myself)[Talking]Yea, for anybody who ever wondered how I feltanybody who ever wondered what's wrong wit me, here it is..3 16's of what's in the heart of T.I.P.This song is dedicated to everybody who ain't here wit meCap, damn.. you *****ed up shawty, but when you get outif I live to see it, its gone be on again ya know what I'm sayinAnd we ain't gotta worry bout goin to jail shawty we legit nowYa know what I'm sayin.. Cern, Quint, Endae, yall gone get out manand when you do I'll be there shawty.. alwaysBankhead, J-rue, I'm sorry man, some shit I cant changeWhen I get up there, we gone ball again, open the gates shawty let me in..we gone ball. J-Rue man I know money ain't worth a friend shawty..I *****ed up bad man.. I still ain't forgave myselfMy momma, sorry I ain't graduate buthell we rich now it don't matter. My uncles shit,it don't matter either.. yall back.Well hell.. My Lil' boy (music stops)you betta not do the same shit I didor Im'ma whoop yo mutha*****in ass..
